Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Missing Leia

Last weekend was so incredibly hard. I am still feeling completely emotionally drained from the whole thing. I haven't done any homework for last week or this week and I know if I don't I probably won't pass the class. But I don't want to do anything. I feel so lethargic and just lost. I want to lay in bed and drink tea and read and cry.
Today is a bad day too. I am not prepared for class and I don't want to be here. I'm so ready to be done with school it's crazy. I know I only have a couple more classes to take but my mind has already checked out.
I miss Leia terribly. Even though I didn't see her very often she was still my darling little cousin and I still can't imagine the world without her.


The Respectable Redneck said...

I know how you feel. When I was still very early in my pregnancy with Emy a very good friend of ours lost their grandson and I cried all day . . . at work. . . as a receptionist. . . it's hard to take your mind off of something like this but it is nice to know that the Lord is in control, our time is in his hands. It's also nice to think that she is now "absent from the body and present with the Lord." 2 Corinthians 5:8

Lori-Bee said...

Thank you Jen. This week has been crazy hard. I miss her so much. But I know I'll see her again.