Last weekend was so incredibly hard. I am still feeling completely emotionally drained from the whole thing. I haven't done any homework for last week or this week and I know if I don't I probably won't pass the class. But I don't want to do anything. I feel so lethargic and just lost. I want to lay in bed and drink tea and read and cry.
Today is a bad day too. I am not prepared for class and I don't want to be here. I'm so ready to be done with school it's crazy. I know I only have a couple more classes to take but my mind has already checked out.
I miss Leia terribly. Even though I didn't see her very often she was still my darling little cousin and I still can't imagine the world without her.